I am not very good at expressing myself to a screen but here goes. I have 2 beautiful children. My son, Dylan, is 14 and is taller then me and is changing from my little boy into a handsome young man. My daughter, Arianna, is 9 and has a heart like her mommy, very kind. She is such a good girl and person. They both have been through so much in their short time on earth, especially my son. He was with his dad when his father committed suicide. He has witnessed more then most have their whole lives. I don’t want to come off as someone who doesn’t take responsibility for their own kids because I do my very best to provide my kids with everything they need and most of what they want. I was thrown into the single mother role from where I was prior, a stay at home mother who didn’t need or want for ANYTHING. He was a great father and provider and gave us his all to ensure our happiness but lost his. I am trying to juggle working and being a single mom while maintaining our apartment and their education. It’s hard. Especially when you didn’t have anything but debt when he passed away. I’m sorry for venting but it just flowed out lol. My kids are very deserving of a good Christmas. They are wonderful kids. If anyone could help us we would be SO SO appreciative. Thank you.